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The sun in my eyes and the lazy wind through my hair…am I in Heaven? The green around me never smelled that fresh,  it rains with white butterflies and I swear this song is for me…hummingbirds singing love. The air has golden sparks and its gentle caresses speak a long forgotten language, that was there since eternity, but I never listened…until now.

I am alive and that’s all I need to know…to start dancing!

I can fly, higher than the birds, brighter than the stars, faithful like the angels of light!

I was given a heart full of love and a life full of dreams!

And a warning…don’t waste them, never again!

Stubborn like an old mule, proud like a colorful peacock, jealous and anxious, I never learned my lessons. And they were many…

The sweet ones…they came and made me smile, but inside me I was bitter!

The brave ones…they revealed my inner strength, but inside me I was shaking!

The loving ones…they filled my heart with light, but inside me I was empty!

So the rage and the fear, the desperation and the pain, the tears and the illusions, monsters, demons, ghosts, evil spirits and so much hurt…it was only natural for me to become a warrior. Just live…I heard the whisper and I prayed not to be too late…

The sun in my eyes and the lazy wind through my hair. And I am dancing and singing, repeating the words like an echo. I love you…That’s all I needed, to feel alive again.

Could this be Heaven? My eyes are embracing this light, my heart rejoice in this love. If there’s any shadow of doubt, if there are any tears, it’s only because…

You can blink now…he said.

You can even close your eyes and rest your weary heart.

Love will still be here.

For eternity.

 

 

 

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4 thoughts on “If I could make this moment endless…

  1. It’s amazing, I love it so much and you also. I can just imaging us laying in a field of long grass in the sun just holding hands and resting together. It’s taken me a long time to learn my lessons also, some have been very hard but our Savior has led me back to the light again. ❤ ❤ ❤ 😮 🙂

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    1. When I imagine Heaven, I see that green field with flowers and butterflies…Only recently I realized that Heaven can be so close, right here, in my heart, within me always…as long as Love blossoms in my soul. Stay blessed! ❤️❤️❤️

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